Lost in my Senses

Hari ni merupakan hari yang sgt dull and boring.. Nothing much really happened.. Tidak seperti biasa, senyuman aku hari ni sangat2 palsu, rasa macam nak tampar diri sendiri je..

"Chu, why u look so sad..?" Iffa tanya. Shit! Obvious ke? Ak da try my best utk senyum n riang always.. Mata ak menggambarkan semua ke? Hope not.. Klu tak, ber'shade' la ak pasni..

Balik kelas LAW, ak tros baring sambil online n tgok harry potter series.. Tekak sakit, badan lemah (maybe sbab dah lama skip meals kot) n ssh nak gerak..

Eventho jari ligat menaip keys di laptop, fikiran ntah ada kat mana.. Tuhan je yg tau..

Fikiran jadi bercampur baur.. Nak study, rasa mcm mental kena block.. FAR250 mmg btul2 mencekik perasaan n minda.. bukan ssh, cuma xde hati nak buat.. (100% malas)

tibe2 ak terdiam n fikir mendalam.. ni ke yg ak nak slama ni? mmg kat sini ke tmpat ak? if ak da mula refuse to study skarg, how will my degree be then?

*recap*
Abah: Boleh ke adik buat benda yang adik xminat?
Aku : Boleh laa bah.. Nak buat mcm mana.. Akaun pun akaun je la.. Adik xkesah..

Sampai skarg i try to convince myself that God has sumthg for me here.. Sumthg good.. Hope that will come out any sooner..

MKT baca xmasuk2, LAW ttbe jd boring, TAX yg ala2 cetek je info yg ak ade, FAR yg seronok tp hectic, MAF yg best (thanx Pn Maz)

BEL? always best!

To Abah n Mak:
Takpela Abah, Mak.. Adik dah jnji nak buat yg terbaik.. Adik syg Mak Abah n adik takkan hampakn Mak Abah.. Doakan adik.. I really need u guys.. Always..

*mmg, buat bende yg bukan minat kita akn menyeksa kita satu hari nnt, if not now..*

My Top 15

1. T-Ara - Lies (Ballad Ver.)
2. Afgan - Entah
3. After School feat. Son Dambi - Amoled
4. Morning Musume - Sakura Mankai
5. Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra
6. SNSD - Tell Me Your Wish
7. SNSD - Gee
8. Wonder Girls - Nobody
9. Morning Musume - Shouganai Yumeoibito
10. Morning Musume - Love Machine
11. 4Minute - Hot Issue
12. f(x) - Lachata
13. 2PM - I Hate You
14. KARA - Wanna
15. Zee Avi - Kantoi

My Day Under the Wishing Stairs

Hari ni rasa mcm sgt2 xbest.. semua xkena..

Started my day dgan klas LAW yg sgt tah pape.. Xtau nk komen pe psl mr.Adlan.. Kitorg dipaksa jawab soklan yang kitorg sdiri pun xpenah terdengar.. pastuh dy kata 'tak tau baca ke?' n ajar kitorg alphabet kat dpan.. bukan nk kurang ajar la, tp klu kitorg ni jenis yg baca trus masuk pale, baik xpyh je lecturer n tutor tu.. wat abis dwet krajaan nk byr je.. haishh.. panas je..

Next, TAX.. Klas ni sgt buhsan.. nasib baik mr.Joe bg nota.. Sayang mr.Joe ku! haha..

On the way nk g toilet, terserempak dgan dia lagi! Haishh.. Tuhan mmg sgaja nak menduga.. Ak pun wat bodo je.. I hav to learn on how to ignore, shudnt I? ;(

Then, MAF.. Lecturer yg sgt lembut dan baik (pn Maz Ainy).. Tp i was kinda sad bile dpt tau my test dpt lower than par value (wahh! FAR250 sgt!).. Cam nak nanges je.. Salah careless plak tu! Theory part terbalik, pastu salah kire overhead, salah la jumlah COWTD.. uwaaa



Balik from klas, ak tergelincir kat jambatan fakulti.. capal ak ttbe mengong kot, trus terluncur ke depan kat laluan handicapped.. shit! malu gler.. mle2 igt xde la org yg knal ak kt situ, then trus wat cam xtau pape n blah..

ttbe..

"lek, Chu.."

Shit! Alop nmpk! uwaa..

However, rasa sronok bila tgok Iffa n the gang dpt markah ltop2.. Congratz korg! leh sama2 aim for 4.00 this sem! Haip! Utk Am, xpe, ni kan bru first test.. Xpe, skarg kite menyesal berjemaah la.. sape suro tido b4 MAF test aritu.. org blaja, kite tdo.. haishh..

Knock knock! Delivery~

Special x makanan di atas...?

Ni semua sebab jasa Mimi a.k.a Hamimi (jiran rumah bawah).. He's nice, eventho kinda different from online and real life version.. whatever! asalkan die sgt2 bermurah hati..

Malu plak rasa sbab ak just bg makanan bodoh2 je, tp dy leh bagi makaroni plak.. *blushin*

To Mimi:

Mekasih!
Thank you!
Xie xie!
Em koi sai lei!
Gomawo!
Arigatou ne~