Taufiq's 19 Birthday (part 2)

Written at 9.00 pm, 06 Feb 09

Ak try call Taufiq byk kali tp xdpt.. Maybe sebab kedit kot.. So ak pinjam la hp Meiy, nak call lg skali.. But, again, unreachable.. Ak fikir, xpe la.. Maybe line trok kot kat tmpt dowg.. Tiba-tiba, Hp Meiy ringing.. Taufiq call.

Aku : Helo.. Taufiq, ko katne?

Taufiq : Meiy, Meiy kat rumah ke?

Aku : Haah, kat rumah. Korang katne?

Taufiq : Meiy, kitorg kat Sunway ni.. Jangan bgtau Chu tau kitorg klua g Sunway..

Aku : Oh, OK *sedey*

(Suara ak n Meiy adalah 90% same in phone)

Hati ak cam kena pijak byk kali.. Sakit.. Ak start fikir kat mane salah ak.. Npe dorg xajak ak g klua skali? Nape? Ak annoying korg ke? Nape nak sorok dr aku lak? klu xnak ajak cakapla, jgn tpu.. Kan ak da ckp, klu kita tau yg seseorg tu tpu, rase dy lg sakit compared to klau kite xtau lgsung..

Ak just diam je.. Xlarat nk pikir lg.. Ak just tau yg ak akn masak jugak spaghetti tu sbb da jnji ngn Taufiq.. Janji mesti fulfill.. that's my prinsip.. Ak masak spaghetti tu cam bese.. Even tho some tears jatuh jugak ke pipi, ak stay cool je.. My head keeps running pasal mende ni.. Taufiq call Meiy, dy tny Meiy sentap ke dgan dorg sbb kua x ajak..

Meiy : Eh, takla.. Meiy ok je.. Td tu Chu yg call gne HP i.. Yg u pegi ckp camtu ngn Chu nape?

*yg selebihnya ak tak tau*

Meiy cakap reason dorg kua xajak ak is nak wat surprise, sbb Taufiq nk bli cake.. Plus ak tgah tdo, so xnk ganggu..

HOLY SHIT!! Nape nak surprise ak plak? Birthday ak ke Taufiq? Ak ni bad cake chooser ke? Ak ni wat berat keta Hamzi ke? Ak tido? Huh! Macam la xpenah ajak ak kua time ak tga tdo! Ak da tggl ngn korg lebih dr satu sem la.. Korg igt ak xtau ke prangai korg n excuse2 yg korg akn gnekan bile org sentap ngn korg? Korg fikir ak bodo ke? Tolongla stop trial nk tpu2 ak.. Korg just wat diri korg nmpk lebih bodoh je tau x..

Btw, janji ak da setel.. Ak da siapkan spaghetti yg ak janji.. Wat la aku truk mcm mne skali pun, klu da jnji, ak mesti fulfill..

aku xsgke korg mcm ni.. Ak xpena pilih kawan.. Ak xpena pndg korg lower than me.. Tp nape korg wat ak cmni? Ak tunjuk minat kt setiap aktiviti yg korg wat, so dat ak lebih fhm korg.. Akk xnak jd mcm Chu yg dulu.. Kerek, pdiam, sombong.. Tp bila korg da bentuk aku mcm ni, npe korg reject ak plak? Klau ak ni tgok kawan, ak xde reason nk kwn ngn korg.. Better ak duduk serumah ngn dak2 acc yg lain.. Tp ak syg korg, dats why ak brani jd one and only dak Acc kat rumah ni.. Korg lak, slalu pandang rendah kat aku.. Buta seni la, Underaged la.. Every opinion ak korg mesti xnk pki.. Reason, chu trying to be someone matured, Chu berlgak mcm tua.. Sial! Aku ni xley pki ke? Ak ni hina sgt ke? Umur ak ni pghlg ke bg korg??






Ak da xkesa sume tu.. Ok.. Klu korg rse ak xlyk jd part of korg pny life, i noe exactly what to do.. An Acc student could nvr b like a TEKA, not even a TEKAUN..