Thursday, 29 October 2009

sayang Ana

Last Friday, I received a text message during my law lecture, which says:

“Erin, sabrina jatuh motor dkat dpan blok 33.”

Sort of. I ignored my lecturer and called my lil bro, Syafiq. I was surprised to know that my lil sister, Sabrina was on her way back home when I was calling. Syafiq told me that Sabrina had a severe tear on her cheek, elbow, and her left calf. I was angry at that time, so I ended up talking bad bout her. What nuisance she is, and sort of.
On Saturday, I went back home, completely forgotten about her accident. I was shocked to see her face with cottons and plasters. They covered almost half of her face. I wasn’t curious about the wounds actually, until when she opened that plasters.

My heart SANK.

I’ve never cared about her. I focused more on Syafiq and couldn’t be bothered on Sabrina. Looking at her injuries make my heart feeling like trampled into pieces. My mom told me that she wasn’t alone. She was riding the bike, and her two friends were riding pillion. One of her friends got hurt on the thigh and the other broke her little finger. But still, the worst happened to Sabrina.

I just couldn’t stop from blaming myself more.

Saturday, 17 October 2009

Long Time No See

Dah lama x tulis blog ni.. Maafkan aku, blog.. aku cuma jd busy sgt sejak2 akhir ni..

hari ni aku jadi a lil bit tak keruan.. urm.. bukan apa, cuma aku sedih sbb bersaing dgan org yg aku syg.. mmg nmpk sgt ade fighting spirit between us just now.. nvmd.. sekurang-kurangnya, aku ada excuse by now utk erase feelings ni skit2..

kepada org itu: kamu berjaya membuatkan aku utk lebih menghormati kamu..

Thursday, 8 October 2009

Pulling and pushing me all over

Bila dah selalu jumpa, rasa gembira sangat.. Bibir tak berhenti senyum..

Tapi kenapa bila dah tak jumpa, rasa kosong je?

Bukankah perasaan tu dah tak ada?