Saturday, 13 November 2010

Boredom Strikes

Okay. Here I am. Facing my desktop. Holidays sound great at first, but you'll get murdered if you have nothing to kill the time. So, while waiting for the download to finish, I came across this so-called game on Facebook. Not so 'gamey' though.


  1. Put your music library on shuffle.
  2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
  3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
  4. Ok, go!
  5. When you're done, tag at least 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

Love is beautiful. (VOIS) >> Haha so out of nowhere.

2. How would you describe yourself?

Nobody. (Wonder Girls) >> This is quite true. =p

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

Gee! (SNSD) >> as if I'm saying, 'No, haven't thought of that yet."

4. How do you feel today?

Love ya. (SS501) >> Bcuz, thanks for asking? =p

5. What is your life’s purpose?

My love. (Hong Jin-young) >> Haha hope it's not it.

6. What's your motto?

Full story (V.O.S) >> as in? I hate unfinished matters? Maybe.

7. What do your friends think of you?

Bo peep bo peep~~ (T-Ara) >> Saying that I'm crazy? =p

8. What do you think of your parents?

Lies. (T-Ara) >> OMG! This is not true! =p

9. What do you think about very often

Hoot hoot hoot! (SNSD) >> More like when you've done something, and you sighed out of it.

10. What is 2 + 2?

Nagging. (Lee Hyori) >> LOL so don't ask me any maths problems or I'll nag at you! =p

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

Break it! (Miss A) >> Yeah! No boundaries. Ay?

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Bad girl good girl (Miss A) >> I hope she'll be more on the good side .

13. What is your life story?

I'll back off so you'll have a better life. (GNA feat Junhyung) >> OMG! No one would love to live then!

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

This can't be true. (Lim Jeong-hee) >> Saying I prefer to stay as a kid? A good point, buddy. =p

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Love story! (Jewelry) >> LOL Of course lah!

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

HUH! (4Minute) >> People will call me a slut if I do this.

17. What will they play at your funeral?

A short journey. (Super Junior) >> Yes, indeed.

18. What is your biggest fear?

The words that trembles my heart (Co-ed School) >> LOL I'm not that fragile. But still, :/

19. What is your biggest secret?

Cold-hearted man. (TRAX) >> I am? (-_-)?

20. What will you post this as?

Madonna donna!~ (Secret) >> Haha irrelevant.

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

A new idea

Hi everyone! After taking a deep and long (thorough? Nope.) I've found another use of this blog. I am going to put down my lists of favourite song here. I mean, the songs that made it into my mp3 and of course, my unbalanced mind. Oh yeah, as I am a Kpop lover, most of the songs here are Kpop. Some of them are Chinese songs. As I started quite late, I am gonna start with the one that made it into my playlists last week.

1. Miss A - Breathe
This song gives Kpop industry a rapid fresh new melody. REGGAE. Comes with aggressive dance steps, you will find your shoulders saying 'Oh oh oh oh.. I can't breathe..'

2. Park Hyo Shin - Goodbye Love
The husky-voiced prince is back with a new ballad love song, which emphasizes on the willingness to break up with your loved ones. Listening to the song really made me cry inside. Ideal for those who feel like crying out loud but couldn't make it possible.

3. Co.Ed School - Too Late
A newly born group with 10 youngsters had brought us a fast number with charming looks and voices (voices? naah). It sticks in my mind as it reminds me of G-Dragon's Heartbreaker.

4. JYJ - Found You
This trio comprises of Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu (which forms the acronym) were actually the members of DBSK. This song is annoying at first, but I fell in love with this song as I listen to it again and again. (P/S: I never knew that Yoochun is extremely adorable!)

5. 4men - U
This song proves the vocal of this group, and I can cried my heart out of it.

6. Shoujo Jidai - Genie
I liked this group since their debut, and happy to see that they're bringing up Hallyu wave in Japan.

7. Miss $ feat. Jung Seulgi - What Have I Done Till Now

I really liked Jung Seulgi's voice in this song and I mis-thought her to be one of the Miss $'s member. Miss $'s rapping flows nicely into the song, and I just lovveeeee it.

8. Baby G - Crying

I came across into someone's profile on Interpals and I listened to this song as he recommended me to do so. Nice. But I think I've heard an English version of this. Or was it just me? :\

Friday, 21 May 2010

So long, Puncak.. Hello, Menara!

A hectic week of intersession had just passed. Phew~ I feel like as if I've been here for years. 7 Chapters in a week really2 sort me out a headache. I can see every letter of TIRED are now running away from turning themselves into EXHAUSTED.

I started quite well with my coursemates, and now I got to refrain myself from doing all other stupid and meaningless activities. (Yeah, really. Ok, just a few of them) Staying in Perindu is no comparison to Puncak. Imagine we are stuffed here in a room with 8 students, while the toilet floor is not slidable (Alop, 2010). I wish we had better. But hey, here's not all that bad. I met two new people, Ah Chong and Mudd (don't ask me their real name as you know the answer'll be : Urm ah~ Dunno). Eventhough I heard that this place is haunted and stuff, but I'm adapting myself here. Doing good~

And yeah, I knew that I am leaving Puncak with a big thing. And HERE's the BIG thing. I've (We've, to be exact) been penalized for the failure of clearing the house we dwelled and the amount payable is RM200. Thanks for those who really 'took' their time to clear their messes. *sigh*

Oh yeah, btw I'm deeply sorry (to whom? maybe this blog itself?) as I was completely busy and couldn't be able to put any letters in this blog. Made me feel weary and teary and.. Whatever.

I wonder what's wrong with my Hyung. Jin Minwook hyung. He hasn't been online for almost 2 weeks and I'm quite worried for him. The latest news I found out from him was he eventually broke his hand. And I wonder what else is broken till he can't even reply me e-mails.

To hyung: Hyung~ 괜찮고 있어요? 형을 걱정해요.. 답장 써주세요~ 혹시 혀이 아파요?

And yeah, right now I'm trying to be nice to my sis. She gotta have someone on her side kan? Even though she's quite likely to be in the defendant side by now, but hey, you gotta need a companion aite?

To my TEKA friends, I hope you guys won't forget us here in Menara. May God bless you. LOVE you guys always.

Current Activity: Crossing my fingers all the time, hoping that my GPA won't drop below 3.5. (Mumbling)

Sunday, 31 January 2010

Cubaan Menjual Diri

Saya dan separuh dari ahli kumpulan Freak (Lina Arina, Syamira Nabila, Nik Amira, dan Laila Fatinah) telah bertekad untuk meng'apply' tempat bagi melanjutkan Bachelor kami di UK melalui UCAS.

When I got to know that the selection will be made based on the personal statement, I was clueless - what is it all about? Lina's brief description was: A statement showing our added values and attributes, which distinguish us from others. 'TING!' My thinking bulb is on.. Below is the statement which I wrote by myself, with my full heart.

I never thought that I will be dwelling around numbers for my entire life after graduating from secondary school. Neither do I had any interest in any business or entrepreneurship field of study before. Looking at my mother, who is breaking bones and shedding sweat in order to earn us some money through her small food stall made me think that business or anything linked to it is absolutely; not my cup of tea. I was in pure science class during my teenage years, and I was attracted to science matters and even language and cultures.

I was stuttered when an offer letter came from MARA University of Technology (UiTM), offering me a place in Fast Track Accountancy Program. As I had no thought of doing accounting at that time, I was pretty reluctant to pursue this course. My father’s words, which I remembered most until today, “Why not giving it a try? God has something for you in the future and He knows what the best is for you.” As I got no other offers, I kept my thoughts to silence and went for the course.

My thoughts had a tremendous change and my naïve perception about numbers vanished. I learned so many wonders of numbers in accounting. I never thought a statement comprising numbers and currencies can actually narrates a story about the performance and ups and downs faced by a company. During the first couple of weeks in pursuing the course, I only aimed at getting the figures right, stacking them in the right journals or ledgers, getting the final statements balanced, and voila! An excellent star in the making! However, as I am diving deeper and broader in the world of accounting and financial instruments, I got to know that balanced and all-correct reporting were not the main points of accounting world. It is about understanding, interpreting, and decoding the numbers into a situation where people can easily understand and make it useful to themselves. It is not just about summarizing the financial transactions within a business, but it also involves critical thinking on how to improve the business’ positions besides providing recommendations and suggestions where necessary.

Even though I had a smooth time flow loving the beauty of accounting, I managed to polish my other side of passion; arts, languages, and culture. I joined the Theatre Club of UiTM as a novice and went for training for about 5 weeks before I was given a hard task. My first assignment was to be in a stage performance, starring as a mentally-retarded lad, who is actually the key to all problems and arguments in the story. I also enrolled for Korean Language Club of UiTM as Korean Language is my third language, beside Malay and English. I had new experiences with sunbaenim (seniors) and teachers. From my point of view, learning other language could strengthen our thinking and understanding skills. In order for us to converse well in any language, we have to understand how the language works and we have to put ourselves in their shoes. In addition, I was also involved in some event planning and management works. I joined an Event Management team and was appointed as the head of Transportations and Logistics Bureau. The experience of being in a team really taught me on how to be confident when dealing with people using professional mannerisms and ethics.

My ambition is to be in academic profession; more likely as a lecturer. I found that making people understand something is quite hectic and tedious, but why not if you could make them do so? I assisted my fellow classmates during my 3rd semester by conducting classes for two subjects. I duly understood that being a teacher or lecturer does not focus only on sharing knowledge, but it also involve sharing skills, experience, thoughts, and anything you could give. Thus, I think that by pursuing my Bachelor’s degree in foreign countries could help me gain knowledge and experiences about other things that could have never crossed my mind before.

Studying in foreign countries means a lot of hard times and we need to be mentally and physically strong to achieve what we want. I always hold on to the saying : If we fall once, laugh twice. A positive attitude is what I always demand myself to have. I’m ready for any challenge that awaits me.

*The above essay is rejected by Lina*

"You haven't read the requirements yet, have you?"

The problem was my statement is too flowery. Need to make it precise, short, but informative. However, the above essay is showing the real me. That taught me another point of life : Sometimes we need to mask our personality to suit the others around us, even though it might be painful to us.." (^_^)

Thursday, 21 January 2010

Uncivilized People on the Loose

It's been a long time since I've ever written something in this blog. Things have been pretty busy for the past few weeks, and I still couldn't get over the fact that this term's gonna be the most hectic ever.. *sigh*

This term differs a lot compared to my previous ones, as I am now in my new house, with new housemates, but still with my little petty roommate, Am.

Okay, before I get myself OOT again (Lina Arina Rozhan, 2010), I better focus on the title itself.

My room's window is facing my neighbours' window, which is actually quite awful for those who wanted some privacy and peace, especially at night. I found that my neighbours are pretty incompetent in understanding other people's needs of silence.

They keep yelling, shouting, playing guitar with a stormy voice, causing tantrum, and so many other awfulness. I know that this could be ordinary if we are living in a boys' hostel. But couldn't they spare me some peace while I'm here? I'll be gone by next term, for sure.

Again, it's a HOSTEL. Not a BROTHEL.

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

100 truths

Ahah! Keburingan melanda!

1. Last beverage: Sky Juice.. Class! haha
2. Last phone call: 'Erin, mlm ni la g the Mines.." >> Lan
3. Last text message: a Blackberry promotion by Hotlink.

4. Last song you listened to: urm Bo Peep Bo Peep by T-Ara.
5. Last time you cried: 10th Nov, waktu clearance rumah
6. Dated someone twice: i don't feel like to
7. Been cheated on: selalu but still xsedar2 lg.. =P
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yup, in the cheek
9. Lost someone special: not yet (pheww..)
10. Been depressed: always,n i tend to fail in handling them
11. Been drunk and threw up: guess la.. =P
12. pink
13. blue
14. yellow

15. Made a new friend: lots n lots of them!

16. Fallen out of love: yup.. =(

17. Laughed until you cried: always

18. Met someone who changed you: kinda

19. Found out who your true friends were: urm.. still the same la..

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup! Grr..

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope.. I reserved my lips for sum1 special alrdy

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: meaning?

23. How many kids do you want to have: sebanyak mungkin! haha

24. Do you have any pets: Thomas!!

25. Do you want to change your name?: Urm nope.. But i can derive lots more from it!

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Crying.. Heheh

27. What time did you wake up today: 4.06 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Chatting with Min-wook Hyung

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Grad! wee~

30. Last time you saw your Mother: urm die kat dapur.. dah ugut awal2 jgn kacau die..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my size?

32. What are you listening to right now: Sorry I love You by Lee Young Hyun

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My cat! haha

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my house-to-be in Puncak.

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook

36. Whats your real name: Muhammad Syazrin Chu bin Syarifuddin Chu

37. Nicknames: Erin, Chu, Rin, Syazrin, Shazz, urm.. byk laa

38. Relationship Status: waitng

39. Zodiac sign: Gemini

40. Male or female?: Rasa2 pe?

41. Elementary?: SK Sungai Besi n SK Taman Keramat 1

42. Middle School?: SMK Bandar Tasik Selatan n SMK Taman Melawati (nyaris2 mendftr)

43. High school/college?: Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (5 weeks), UiTM Shah Alam (current)

44. Hair colour: lil red

45. Long or short: used to be long

46. Height: 5'11"

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yup

48: What do you like about yourself?: empathy?

49. Piercings: i had

50. Tattoos: nope

51. Righty or lefty: righty

52. First surgery: nope
53. First piercing: left ear
54. First best friend: nazlan eqwan shafiee
55. First sport you joined: bola beracun!
56. First vacation: hurm.. xigt
58. First pair of trainer: do i have any?

59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to : shop dkat The Mines
62. Listening to: none
63. Waiting on: nothing

64. Want kids?: nak
65. Get Married?: of corz
66. Career?: lecturer

67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms
73. Sensitive or loud: quiet. does it count?
74. Hook-up or relationship: marriage
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: cool.. haha jawapan sdiri

76. Kissed a stranger: hell noo
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope, but i had a broken one
79. Sex on first date: no, obviously!
80. Broken someone's heart: hopefully i didnt
82. Been arrested: nope
83. Turned someone down: to hang out? always.
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: it's complicated

86. Yourself: no
87. Miracles: always
88. Love at first sight: i do
89. Heaven: yep
90. Santa Claus: i wish
91. Kiss on the first date: maybe.. =p
92. Angels: of coz i do

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope. itss sinful
95. Did you sing today?: most of the time?
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: sometimes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: SPM time.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: my days in KMM.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yeah
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: in my blog sudeyh

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

Help Me!

Semalam merupakan hari yang sama dan rutin bagi aku..

3.30 am - Bangun dari tidur. Terus ke toilet dan mandi.

4.30 am - Habis memunggah barang,terus menunggang motorsikal untuk menolong mak di gerai.

4.45 am - Sampai di gerai dan terus mula berniaga.

Hari yang kusangkakan happy dan glittery ni ttbe diganggu oleh satu ayat yang ak sendiri mcm terkejut beruk.

*datang satu couple Chinese yg nk beli mknn.. pastu.. one of them asked the other in Cantonese*

"Yang depan ni LAKI ke PEREMPUAN ?

I was like.. DAMN! takpe2, maintain professional and wat2 xphm sedangkan kaki dah mula nak terangkat kat muka mereka.

Huh! Aku pakai baju laki kott.. Takkan still nk kne cop pompuan gak.. Ak mne ade jambu kott! Heeeee...

Bile mengadu kat Mak, Mak ckp cmni.. "Gi la potong rambut ko tu.. Die salah phm sebb rambut kot.."

Eee.. Xmo la potong rambut!! Wee~