Tuesday 20 January 2009

Why the word 'love' only comes out when you're no longer by my side?


At first I thought it is so easy for us to fade off our feelings for someone we love, especially if we intend to maintain our friendship.. Bila perasaan dah xde, ingatkn boleh la hidup tnang.. But suddenly prasaan tu timbul balik.. Why should u care bout myself? Ure care just made my scar deeper.. Dulu waktu kte slalu bsame, rasa ni xkuat sgt mcm skarg.. But ble kte da jauh, x segroup, xsame arah tuju, prasaan ni jadi kuat.. Smpai ak pun xmmpu nk tpu diri sendiri... Ak rse sakit bila kau crite bout the guy kau minat.. Always terdetik dalam hati, "How, bout me? Xlyk ke ak?".. Npe ko sggup spend feelings ko kt guy yg x hargai ko? Ak ni..? Always think bout u.. Smpi aku lak yg risau psl ko.. Jgnla wat ak mghrp lg.. Even a single short msg like;

"Chu, hati2. Ujanla"

pun buat ak derita sbb tpakse simpan sdiri prasaan yg smpi ble2 xkan terungkap.. Mmg ak tau dat u assume me as ur best frend, n ak xrse pun ak lyk utk ko, but klu dah suke, xley wat cmne.. Tp, pls.. Izinkan aku untuk menyanyangimu smpi bila2.. Biarlah klau x berbls.. Tp sekurg2nya, ak bgga, sbb ak ada menyayangi seseorg, dan org itu ialah kau...............

1 comment:

nad the mukpen said...

akan ada seseorang yg sesuai dgn kaw nty.
sabar je k.

ta salah mengharapkn sesuatu!
mn taw satu hari nty dia akn cari kaw balik...

insy.
(: